Yesterday was my birthday. It just like my other birthday. No celebration and no present, but i'm glad coz my friends still wish it to me. I just wonder, how it feel actually, to have birthday party or surprise party that have been arrange by friends or family. The birthday girl or boy must felt very happy if their friends or family arrange that special occasion.
Yeah..maybe i a bit jealous for those who has that special occasion and maybe a little sad. But it is ok, i can deal with it. Maybe i'm nothing to them..i just want to cry but i can't. God i hate when this happen, i just hate my birthday. i'm feeling very useless when my birthday occur.
Aah.. anyone, can you here me? can u see me? i wish i can scream those questions. maybe i feel a bit lonely. Hmm..... to many maybe in my life, so because of that i will arrange a birthday party for each of my best friends and family member, so that they wouldn't feel what i'm feel.
